Started on Sunday August 10th 2008 at 3.40 PM
LI5A
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SLEPT WITH MY EX3 months agoI dunno how to explain, i was seeing this guy robert last year who was my best friends bf's best friend so we were like a group and all friends we were seeing each other for about 9 months but he wanted to give his ex another chance and his kid, they now have 2 kids, i herd that they he split form his partner andni thought no morew about it apart from the odd dream that he was saying he made a mistake! well i went on a night out at the wekend my friend and her bf and his mate robert (yes the same guy) we got on well after not seeing each other for a year like old times it was great i laughed so much i had jaw ache, well it got late and we all headed to mine for some music n chat etc, my mate and her bf left and robert stayed, we sat chatting then he reached over and pulled my arm so id lay next to him on the sofa, it was nice he hugged me so tight it felt so right, like it always did, anyway he eventually kissed me after going to then stopping i think he maybe thought i wouldnt let him, well he did and it was amazing, and yes we went to bed together and it was great, it was just like it always was amazing infact, n he just lay in my arms all night, thing is i now know how i feel and i know i still love him and have very stng feelings for him but i dont know what he thinks. i need some help im going mad thinking about him again and i dont wanna get hurt like last time, before he left that morning he hugged me several time beofre he had to go pick his kids up, n he said goodbye with a kiss n hug at the door. he also forgot to take his boxers with him lmao, my mate says its a mark of teritory kinda thing and that it gives him a reason to come back is she right or am i completly mad to start this off again, if thts what he wants, does it sound like it? |
jaqb
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Re: SLEPT WITH MY EX3 months agoWow, Lisa, that's a story and a half. I don't want to sound negative but it's always going to be tough with him. |
LI5A
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Re: SLEPT WITH MY EX3 months agothanx for the help, yeah i still havnt herd anything, but i know hes working. he split with her because she wouldnt let him do anything, he also wanted to change things in his house and she kept saying no so it was a bugger this kinda thing and i know his mate he says its over for good this time. i know he came back to me all most straight away and im hurting for it now. im trying hard just to forget and see what happens and there is some other guy wanting to meet me so i dont see why i should wait around been hurt to many times for that. just bit low n alone at the moment been 3 yrs since i lived with someone so been alone kinda most of that time. anyway why do u think he left his underwear? i dont get it at all he's done it before and that was just before we broke up, but i should have mention he was straight with me from the start i didnt mean to fall for him and he didnt mean to fall for me just he he said he had to give it a go for himself and the kids. i dunno hes not even great looking you know and im not either i guess, but i just want someone to love me how i love them for a change. |
jaqb
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Re: SLEPT WITH MY EX3 months agoI really have no idea why he left his underwaer - thats a weird one. i've never heard of a man doing it more than once. |
LI5A
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Re: SLEPT WITH MY EX3 months agoagain thanx for advice, yeah im off for a little break ill have time out form it then, time to think so to speak. and i have no idea either why he left his underwear either my mate thinks its either 1 of 2 things 1 - he wants who ever else i might bring to my house to perhaps find them. or 2 - an excuse to come back and say he needs them. i will definatley not be running this time i feel strong about that, i think im finally turning a corner and making a stand he aint even tried to contact me if he does thts fine ill give him the benefit of the doubt, but i just fouind out my heartbeat is a little irregualr and my sugar levels are high so im not well enough to deal with it all right now xxxx thanx again been great help, hope to return favour sometime xx |
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