The problemI'm 35 and have never had sex. I enjoy petting and have had orgasms but I'm anxious about full sex as I've had awful pain every time I've tried it.
Now I've met a great guy and we're engaged. He says he'll help me get this sorted as we'd like kids. Is there any treatment?
The solutionYes. And it's great that you've found a lovely man who'll support you through the process. It sounds as if you have vaginismus. This condition causes a woman to tighten up her vaginal muscles into a spasm whenever there's any approach to her vagina.
This spasm makes penetration impossible. And many women with vaginismus can't even use tampons. It's not your fault. You're not tightening your muscles deliberately – your body is just reacting to a deep-seated fear about penetration. You may never know where this fear comes from. But it often happens to women whose mothers have told them that sex is dirty.
So, what can you do? Well, you need help from a woman doctor who's an expert in this condition. Unfortunately, you may not get this on the NHS as there may not be a clinic in your area and the psychosexual clinics that do exist often have long waiting lists.
So, as you're keen to have a family, I'd suggest that you go privately to see a woman doctor who's a member of the Institute of Psychosexual Medicine. Call the Institute on 020 7580 0631, and ask for a list of qualified members. The cost is likely to be about £100 per hour, which is a lot, but with luck you may find that there's a big improvement in as little as 5 or 6 sessions. The doctor will work with you to enable you to relax your body so that you can eventually enjoy sex. Best of luck!
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